30.7.11

Lost the Love





She may be your heart but I'm your soul
She may be your princess but don't you know that I have been your queen for a long time
She may be your light.. I'm there in your every darkness
She may be your smile.. don't you remember that I'm the one who brings you laughter..


She'll cry for you..but I'll trade my life to save you..
She may be your every breath but I'll be your last breath..
She may stop you from leaving.. but if I was her I'll let you leave if that's for the best..
Just so you know you lost the love you had the most..

16.7.11

Need Me?


All I can ever say...
"If you need me I'll be there for you"

I'm sorry if I rarely reply your messages ..
I'm sorry if I'm not close to you like I once before..
I'm sorry for treating you cold..

the words of sorry will only be my last word

I admit that I had once close with many guys
I have many guy friends who had once becoming my best friend
Maybe I was too open minded that it is not wrong for a girl to be close to a boy..




~For me a friend will only be as a friend it will never be more than that~

Thinking back on what had happen to my life
I finally realize that I had to stop being close to any guy friends
the fact is that each of them will finally end up having some kind of weird feelings for me..
I'm tired of loosing any friends..



Starting now I will start to be more careful next time being close to people
for every guy..
if i rarely reply your message .. I'm sorry
but I'll reply it if it's for some important reasons..
find me for important things...
not for an empty talk..
I'm not that easy anymore you should know that..


p/s: My friends I love you all soo much always remember that you are all important to me.. :)