Rutin Harian Terbaru!

Well now since dah abis asasi n maid pun dah balik

I have my very own new routine....

and now Fara plg pantang bile org kata

"Weyh, drp u duduk goyang kaki je at umah baik u keje...."

errr.....

sejak bile lak fara duk goyang kaki at umah skang..

sorry la kalau slalu tolak x dpt jumpe korang..

fara just bz lately...

bz nak uruskan rumah and jaga adik..

dan yg paling utama belajar menguruskn rumah tangga.. ngeh3.. :P

ok kalau nak tau sgt routine fara see below..

6.20 am

bgn pagi... siapkn breakfast..anta adik gi skola..cuci baju

7.30 am

kemas rumah...cuci piggan..kemas dapur..kemas bilik

8.30 am

kemas bilik semua org.. sidai baju..cuci bilik air skali

9.00 am

wat keje2 dapur.. masak...

11.00 am

slalu ye da siap keje la.. rehat.. mandi.. online jap..

around 12.30 - 1.30 pm

jemput adik dr skola.. angkat baju.. lipat baju.. gosok baju

3.00 pm

lps siap semua time ni lah fara rehat jap..online or ngok tv..

4.30 pm

ok back to work.. masak utk mlm or panaskn lauk je..

5.30 pm

tuisyen ngan adik.. ajar die yg nk menduduki upsr this year..

6.45 pm / 7.30 pm

kemas meja dapur.. cuci piggan..etc..

8.oo pm

ok ni la time fara nk rehat n ngok berita or online.

.if x online tu slalu ye ngah mengajar adik la tu..

ok then... ni lah routine fara stiap hari.. if keluar wktu pagi.. siapa yg nak masak, kemas rumah n sidai baju??.. haih bile ptg lak.. siapa nk jemput adik n gosok baju semua??..

uhuk.. ):

now terfikir lak bile fara da start mengajar at tuisyen nnt sempat ke nk uruskn semua ni...

huhu arap2 x menganggu routine la..

anyway kene keje gak kalau x nnt x dpt duit minyak..

kalau korang nmpk fara on tu.. kdg2 fara away.. just ska membazir electric biarkn comp terbuka je macam tu.. XD

p/s: ahaks jom jd cinderella! nnt ley kawin ngn prince charming.. ngeh3.. :p

Jangan Sakiti Aku Lagi

Aku manusia yang punya perasaan,

Yang ingin disayangi dan menyayangi,

Maukah kau mencoba mengerti,

Akan kisah hidupku yang sebenar-benarnya.

Apalah arti sebuah kata cinta?

Bila hanya melihat yang baiknya saja.

Tolonglah aku dan jawablah aku,

Sanggupkah kau menerimaku seperti ini?

Jangan sakiti hatiku lagi,

Jangan sakiti diriku lagi,

Membuat aku smakin tersiksa,

Di hidupku ini.

p/s: it's just a song lyrics sing by Amira.. love the words of this song..

Missing Mawar?? o.O!!

Oooppss!!

dulu bkn maen lagi nak tinggalkn mawar..

ye la mn nk tahan

asyik2

kena tatatertib...

cerewet tol tinggal at mawar ni..

x abis2 ngan spotcheck.. =_=!!

suasana malam mawar yg plg fara windu (not)

bunyi terpekik2 dak mawar waktu malam..

haih x fhm tol

apa je la yg dorang jerit2 kn..

x reti2 nk hormat org laen yg nk tido awal mcm aq ni..

uhuk2..

( ahaks yep siap de carpet lagi bwk ke bilik )

Dulu ade yang cite mawar ni berhantu..

ada org bunuh diri la..

kena kacau la..

herm...

but soo far.. mmg x de pape pun..

or should I say Alhamdulilah la sbb x pernah diganggu spjg tinggal at mawar..

syukurlah slame tinggal at mawar bebas dr masalah or gangguan..

herm utk sum1 dulu

pernah fara tinggal at mawar sorang2..

satu blok A1 kosong x de penghuni..

huhuhu hari pertama mmg nak naik bulu roma la sbb sunyi sgt

but lama2.. amannya la mawar ni..

ahaks..

( dr 1st sem ke 2nd sem still lg ngn corok cadar yg sm ^^ chumel an )

bile rindu at mawar..

sbnrnya rsnya lebih windukan roomat2 tersyg..

roomate waktu sem1

yg plg disayangi adalah Neddy..

but second sem laen bilik la ktorg..

windu die sgt2...

dulu die slalu bg sokongan at fara n she always been there for me..

thank you my fwen.,.

bile masuk second sem lak knl ngan roomate br..

Dayah, Li and Amira

^^

dorang baik sgt ngn fara

dulu stiap pagi semua akn breakfast sm2..

windu breakfast ngn dorang

mungkin dr situ kot ktorg start rapat..

n fara igt lagi time fara down

dorang sentiasa memberi semangat wat fara

(:

last day ktorg sempat dinner sm2..

itulah the first n the last time..

:):

( meja ni la tempat fara mengadap tuk study stiap mlm )

herm..

some how dah nekad x nak dah duk college bile masuk degree nnt

x kira la kn ulang alik dr subang ke shah alam pun..

seriously x nk!

ahaha..

( I will always look at my family's picture to give me courage if I'm down )

herm sem1 stay at tingkat bawah skali..

but krn tatatertib fara tercampak duk tingkat 4..

fuh everyday exercise naik turun dr tingkat 0 ke tingkat 4..

but bgs gak la ley bakar lemak tu..

but now ngah cuti ni mampuih naik ngan cpt la berat bdn ku;..

p/s: mawar adalah the first college yg fara tinggal.. sumhow i'll will miss it.. I learn to be independent from here... I love you Mawar! :P

Breathless

I've been searching for this song and finally I found it!!

Loving this song so much!

ahaha even though i know its an old song..

now this song is finally listed on my favorite list.

^^

Breathless

by: Shayne Ward

If our love was a fairytale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we’d say I do

And if we had babies they would look like you
It’d be so beautiful if that came true
You don’t even know how very special you are

Chorus

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I’m thankful for the life we’ve made

And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don’t even know how very special you are

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You’re like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You’re something special
I only hope that I’ll one day deserve what you give me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless
Breathless

p/s: beautiful song for the one you love <3

When A guy says He loves you..

"I LOVE YOU!"

easy to fall

easy to say

easy to let go

so tell me how can I find someone that will truly love me??..

o.O!!

someone once told me that if a guy really love you

he won't tell you..

p/s: if he does not tell me how can I know???

one might says that

if he loves you

he will show to you

on how much he cares..

it;s not on the way he tells you he loves you

but the way he shows to you that he truly loves you

by???

Always be there when you need him?

be there for you through the good n bad times

stay faithful to you always?

even when a hot chicks tries to lure on him.

Always fulfill his promises..

if he breaks it?'

well... once he breaks it, forever it will be broken..

Yeah.. I'm still searching for 'him'

if a guy tells me that he loves me..

truthfully I don't believe in you..

so please prove it by showing that you really care..

p/s: its not easy for me to fell in love again..

She Really Needs To Go

when I woke up this morning it was not a good start of the day for me..

My dad called me n my sis to see what is going on down there at the kitchen.. because he heard a loud noise n sound of my maid mumbling.. it was so loud that I can hear it from upstairs..

My sis went down to look what is going on with my maid.. n I am really shocked when I heard my sis screaming... I hurriedly went to the kitchen..

It was really a shock for me.. from what I had saw..

My maid laying down on the floor..looking up straight with her mouth mumbling words which I

don't know.. white bubbles coming out from her mouth and blood everywhere..

her head might had knock to something and it was bleeding heavily..

on that moment I thought that I was going to loose her..

I scream to call my dad.. he hurriedly came to see and he quickly take a towel n asked me to

stop the blood by using it... we afraid that she might loose a lot of blood..

My dad quickly call for an emergency..

I was shivering that moment.. my hands fills with blood and I was holding the towel to stop the bleeding.. My maid she still mumbling..white bubbles coming out from her mouth...

all I can think of that moment was just pray to Allah s.w.t for her safety..

My dad asked us to look after her while he was waiting for the ambulance..

about a few minutes after that my maid, she was trying to stand up...

actually what was happing to her is that..she had this disease..actually we really don't know what it is.. but when it comes she will faint and fall accidentally on the floor and a second after that she will stood up unconsciously forget her name and everything and continue her work..

it is really dangerous for her... we just afraid that she might hurt herself unconsciously..

Thats the reason why she had to be sent home to Indonesia.. she is not well..

but her illness comes for some times only.. she had been working for my family about 4 years now.. and I am really close to her.. she is like a friend to me.. n I really love her..

but she really needs to go..

she was struggling to get up.. I and my sister try to stop her.. we hold her tight..

the things that weird us up is that she was trying to take off her pants..

she was still unconscious.. I still try to stop the bleeding.. holding her head with the towel.. the towel was already soaked with blood.. my sis hold her leg and try to stop her from getting up..

however, she manage to get up and try to walk with her head bleeds..

On that moment I am really mad at the ambulance.. Where was it!..

Just imagine we need to wait about half an hour.. if its really an emergency cases and the person is dying.. it might be too late for that person.. Urgh! it was awful

We tried to stop her... she unconsciously tried to get back to her routine.. cook, mop, washing..

I really can't stand that time.. we tried to stop her.. but she wont listen.. forget everything and like a mad lady trying to continue her work with her head bleeding..

Yeah, I was really panic that time.. but I tried to calm down.. pray for giving me a strength..

I tried to coax her slowly to stop her from doing anything and please oh god!! JUST STAY STILL WILL YOU!!!..

but it was useless she was still unconscious.. I follow her everywhere and try to prevent her from doing anything that will harm her..

I was really afraid that time.. just imagine u r with sum1 u love.. and that person was bleeding and still don't even realize and unconsciously do not know what was happening to her..

on that moment what I can do was that just pray to god that she will quickly recover and realize what was happening to her..

Ya Allah!! where's the ambulance.. after a while she start to remember.. looking at me with weird eyes.. asking me what was happening..

I was really thankful that time that she finally remember...then she realize that her head is bleeding and felt the pain..

emergency arrive and she was brought to the hospital..

She really need to go... I can't stand anymore seeing her like this.. unconsciously and forget everything doing her work like a mad lady.. the thing that made us afraid had finally come..

her disease really harm her and it is really dangerous to be letting her work here..

Bibiq I really love you.. I hope you get well soon..

p/s: I can still smell the blood on my hands..